Saturday, December 18, 2010
I think some of you have the wrong idea on Kristy. She's definitely kept a watchful eye on me, but the orders come from Sheila. Kristy just makes sure I follow them out in exchange, I have no say in what's on the television and do all the household chores. I actually need Kristy though because she's the one who can cover for me if friends drop by or something since we live together. I have a feeling I will be getting a ton of dresses and shoes and other pretty things tomorrow.
Sunday, December 5, 2010
I'm not adjusting too well to this I won't lie. Being a girl is not something I ever wished for and I've been taken so far so fast. I'm wearing at least some feminine items 24/7, but this is just a lot to deal with. My job hangs in the balance and yes, I guess I did take advantage of girls when I shouldn't have. Seeing things from their point of view might even be good for me, but it's still very difficult.
Sunday, November 7, 2010
We've all been so busy. Halloween is a huge holiday for sissies I have been told and I know you've seen my costumes. They were worn to parties and there was a lot of shopping and preparing as well. That was followed by all this shopping and preparing for Homecoming. I thought I was getting out easy until Mistress Kristy brought up the idea to Mistress Sheila.
You can also see my new breast forms. I am a B Cup. It's taking some getting used to. When I first started wearing them, I'd look at myself in a mirror for a long time in disbelief. Thanks to everybody who voted for me in the Halloween contest. I'll be posting more now that that's behind me. Unfortunately, we're into midterms so more may be relative.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
I have a lot of shopping in my near future. Even though, I'll be going to Homecoming as a guy for the most part, I'm still expected to shop for and purchase a dress appropriate for Homecoming. I also need to buy or borrow some Halloween costumes. The problem is when the girls help me, I wind up having to model a whole lot more than what I actually need. I still cannot fathom how I got into this spot so fast. We're not just talking about girl's Halloween costumes, but sexy girl's Halloween costumes. As for those of you like Amy, who think I'm getting what I deserve, no guy deserves to have to be turned feminine like this.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Amber is a guy. After several romantic kisses, I was a bit upset to find the truth out, but I never was angry at him--only at being set up. Wow, I was very close with Amber obviously and never suspected. What finally gave it away was knowing that there were other sissies. When I knew to be looking for guys dressed as women, I noticed his voice was just slightly off and I explored what was under his sweater very quickly and found form. He was really worried about how I'd take it and at the time I told him, I'd never allow myself to be put in that position, but thinking about it, I can't really say that for sure.
I did call Shelia to announce her jig was up and her reaction was to laugh. She told me the others had found out much faster than I did and that if Mistress swore I was always borrowing her clothes and they had pictures to prove I was and lots of pictures showing what a natural I was, nobody would believe it wasn't totally my doing. If you add to that what they have on me at work and all the pictures, I guess I am kind of sunk. Sheila told me the price for her silence was to simply keep obeying as I have been. They have kept the secrets of the other girls more or less I guess. She also told me I would be Amber's date for Homecoming.
I won't lie. This is scary. I didn't expect this to last this long and it doesn't seem to have an end in sight. I do have my limits though. There are some things I will not be pushed into.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Monday, October 18, 2010
Mistress Kristy warned me that She not only thought the punishment fit the crime, but had no problem using it to her advantage. I will not only be expected to cook, clean, and serve as her maid, but deciding what to watch on the television isn't going to be a joint decision anymore. Our tastes are actually fairly similar.
True to her word,when I got in today she gave me 45 minutes to be "appropriately dressed and made up" in a way that Mistress Sheila would approve of. She told me, I still need a lot of work on my makeup. When one of her friends came over unexpectedly, I wound up hiding in my room for an hour. At least I didn't have to go in my closet, but I was scared that they'd come in my room. They didn't.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
I am feminine enough that if I'm wearing a wig and a dress, I don't draw a ton of attention from a distance. The key phrase here is from a distance. We went shopping again today and Sheila had wanted me to get another makeover. After feeling on display last time, I said nothing doing. The result was that she made me shop without makeup on. From a distance no comments, but when I would be close enough to speak with a sales person or to ring up my purchases, it was obvious that I was no girl. As you can probably figure, I gave in and went for a trip to the makeup counter with the girls. Amber didn't go with us this time and I was really missing her. I don't think she would have been as mean about things.
Unfortunately, things went from bad to worse. As we were unloading the packages from the car, the girls were teasing me about how sexy I'd look in my new clothes and I'd drive boys wild and what a sweet girl I was becoming. At that very moment, my roommate was studying on her bed right next to the open window. She heard everything. When we got upstairs, she wanted to know what was going on. If she ever believed the lines I fed her about experimenting with femininity, she sure didn't know.
Sheila and her friends sat down and discussed things with my roommate. She has absolutely no desire to participate in this, but they explained things. Two of them actually have sissies of their own!!! I didn't get a chance to press this, but I need to find out more about these guys. At least they seem to be dating their mistresses. I thought this was beyond bizarre, but now to find out there are two other guys like me is extremely surprising.
My roommate, now addressed as Mistress Kristy or Ma'am warmed a bit to the idea and agreed to give it a shot on a trial basis. She agreed that she wouldn't care how I was dressed and in fact, would monitor to make sure I was dressed appropriately and in exchange she would get maid service including laundry and cooking. If anybody comes over to visit her unexpectedly when I'm dressed, I will immediately go and hide in my bedroom closet. Basically, I'm a slave now in my own place. After the girls left, I tried to talk to my roommate and she just told me to put on some makeup and then clean up the apartment. I obeyed. Hopefully, I can change her mind later tonight. The fact that she isn't interested in feminizing me gives me hope.
Saturday, October 16, 2010
I came out to my roommate and I felt so embarrassed. The girls had all the cards and would have left me dressed and tied up for my roommate to find if I hadn't given in. She's now seen many pictures of me in dresses and she's seen me model a few things live. It seems like it'll be cool as long as this stays between us. She warned me about coming out of my bedroom in a teddy and heels if she has a friend over. She at least agreed to try it and see how it goes. Sheila told her that I'd be happy to do all the housework and she did like that part.
I've been warned that the trade off for getting to go on a date last night as a guy is spending this weekend as a girl. I guess it's a small price to pay.
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
Today, I was told that in addition to having a modeling session for all the girls this week, I didn't buy all these pretty clothes to have them just hang in my closet. When my roommate is gone they want me to dress up at home more often. They have keys and they have told me they will be checking. I'm really not sure how much longer I can hide this from her. When I complained about how much shopping I had to do this weekend, even Amanda told me that we had just scratched the surface.
There is one good thing. One of the girls who is in on this told me that she thinks I'm cute and she meant in male clothes not female clothes. Her name is Amber and she's a red head which is hot and she's got a very nice body and a great smile. I'm really impressed that she is able to see passed the dresses and I have asked her out for Friday night. I am surprised to see that this has opened up a dating possibility for me.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
We went out and shopped. Then we came home to drop stuff off. Then we shopped again. We went to small boutiques, big stores, and Chinatown. No way is this a Halloween prank. I spent $420 and the girls spent nearly that much on me. Amanda was very helpful to me, but she was also pushing me to do more and more. It was excruciatingly embarrassing. In Chinatown, I had a woman measure me and she me how to wear Chinese dresses. In the mall I sat at the makeup counter and had it applied to my face while the girls ooed and ahed. I wasn't done shopping either. I had to make an online breast form order this morning. I'm supposed to be a 34B when this is all said and done, though more than half my bras are A cup for wearing under my male clothes.
The worst part was I was told that all my clothes need to be hung with care in my bedroom closet. I have to be careful that my roommate never goes in my room. I said that not counting the $150 breasts, we spent about $800, but that doesn't include all the dresses, skirts, tops, shoes, and so on that I tried on without buying. It got to the point that I knew whether they'd like something on me or not as soon as I saw it in the mirror, but I still had to come out and model.
I wound up in Chinatown after the girls struck up a friendship with a Chinese Sales Girl in Forever 21. She suggested a place for traditional Chinese clothes and raved about the dresses saying she rarely wore the one she got, but it always turned heads. This girl was clearly loving my squirming and I have a feeling I'll be shopping there again.
Friday, October 8, 2010
Between some of the posts on here and talking to Sheila's friend Amanda, I decided that the least embarrassing option was definitely to go ahead and beg to go dressed up. I thought of dressing myself up, but I'm just not that good at it. It would have been the worst of both worlds to go out in public after I did my own dress, wig, and makeup. Amanda promised me, she wouldn't put me in anything too ridiculous since she'd be embarrassed too if I was read while she was with me. Amanda's a lot more reasonable. I tried to get her to promise me no heels, but she said Sheila would never go for it. She did promise nothing impossible to walk in. I'm scared to death about tomorrow. I wrote down every outfit suggestion you all gave me. I probably should just get to bed. It's going to be a long day.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Later in the afternoon, Sheila came over with her friend Heather and told me it was time for more modeling. I was a bit surprised because they had no clothing with them and I have very little myself left over from previous modeling sessions. They proceeded to have me model my roommate's clothes. Everything was put back neatly and she was none the wiser, but it occurred to me just how powerful these pictures are. I refused, but they told me if I didn't agree, they'd strip me to my panties and hose and leave me hogtied for my roommate to untie. I called their bluff, but Heather got me face down with my shirt off, my hands crossed behind my back and Sheila was looking for something to tie me with so I reluctantly agreed. I literally had to beg to wear my roommate's clothes before they agreed. They now can show her proof I was wearing her clothes. They swore to me that she wouldn't see the photos unless I wanted her to.
I am starting to think that shopping this weekend may be easier dress. I don't want people to see me enter a dressing room male and leave female or hold a dress up to me so the girls can decided how it looks on me.
UPDATE: I just got off the phone with Sheila. I called her to tell her, I'd like to go shopping made up to avoid embarrassment and she told me that they had changed their mind and that I should have agreed earlier. I asked her to reconsider and she told me that if really wanted to have their help looking passable for the shopping trip that I would have to write her an email begging to be dressed up to go shopping and to be enthusiastic and not sound coerced at all. She said, if my email was good enough she'd reconsider. That's just not something I'm going to do. She had told me it was my choice and now she's asking me to beg to be dressed up and act like this is my idea. It's just not going to happen. I'll go as a guy and take my chances.
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
I need your help though. I would like to thank all my fans for all your support and advice, but I would like to know what kind of outfits you would like to see me in. This can be an outfit for everyday wear that I should look for when we're shopping or something that I should model for special photograph. I will share these suggestions with the women who are doing this to me and we'll try and create some of these looks. Thank you for your participation XOXO Xiu
Monday, October 4, 2010
I was grading papers this afternoon when I got an unexpected visit by 3 girls, a makeup bag, and a quick change of clothes. They didn't bring me a dress or anything, but they fully made me over including nail polish, which they didn't bring remover for. They then had me switch from my computer to a laptop with a pink mouse. I don't get what's going on, but they get pictures of me every single day. Something's going on here that I don't get.
I've been told that things aren't changing this week. Next week I'm supposed to start wearing a bra under my mail clothes--a bra! I'm freaking about that. It's going to be very noticeable. I've also been told that there's going to be a shopping trip this weekend for clothes of my own. I'm really stuck here, but this is really getting extreme now.
Yes Amy, you summed up my situation pretty well. A sting is a good word for it.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Yesterday was a long day. It started bright and early for photos around campus and outside. I swear they want pictures of me on every inch of campus. I never pose twice in the same place and rarely in the same outfit. I also am unlucky enough that at my size I can fit in all their clothes and these girls have some really trashy stuff. They pulled it all out too. During the day we worked on walking in heels. I've been in them so much that I'm getting way too good at it.
I told you I was a birthday present. How insane is that? Yesterday was the party. While that was going on, I was at their neighbors tied to a chair watching a feed of Youtube videos. Somebody would come check on me. The two types of videos I watched were Crossdress Paradise.
if the purpose here was to show me that JAPANESE guys make convincing girls, mission accomplished. I'm not Japanese. Intermixed were videos from Bubz. This girl is beyond perky. Sheila's friend Heather said this is how they'll expect me to be soon enough. I think they are crazy. She's a cute girl, but after 20 videos that voice of hers really starts to make you wish your hands were free just so you could rip your hair out.
Saturday, October 2, 2010
I bought the pantyhose as I was instructed to. I got Hanes Silk Reflections, Leggs Sheer Vitality in darker colors, but they only had Hanes and Leggs so I had to go to Target as well to pick up a third brand. So far the Hanes are less uncomfortable.
Chrissee, I wouldn't say I'm marginally willing. I'm very opposed. Obviously some guys are into this stuff based by all these comments, but I'm not one of them.
CR, they tricked me into doing something that could get me fired immediately. They have me over a barrel. That's the only reason I'm going along with this. Of course, by doing this to me with the information instead of telling the university right away, they put themselves in danger of getting kicked out themselves.
Anon, I can't see getting used to it.
Red, there are certain things I won't do including. Wearing this crap is embarrassing and being forced into it by girls is downright humiliating, but it's still just clothes. Dating would be a whole other level.
Bobby, I had to look up Kathoey. I'm Chinese and I was born in this country. That's a Thai thing. I am most definitely not a "Kathoey"
Amy, as you'll see. I'm taking more time to punctuate. I even put in paragraphs.
LB, these girls are attractive. If I was submissive it'd be hot. I'm the opposite though. Tying them up could be fun, but being tied up, forced to wear a dress, and given as a birthday present not at all.
Anon, I don't want a better understanding of women. I have never had a problem finding girls to date and I understand women well enough.
Anon, Being helpless is scary. When I was dolled up in a mini-skirt that barely covered my crotch, tied very securely to a chair and then left for Sheila to find, I had no idea who I was left for. I kept having visions of some big guy being the recipient. The girls are hot and one of them who did this to me actually kind of likes me I think, but this isn't something I want to experience. The clothes are very difficult to describe. They feel more sensual and more uncomfortable at the same time. Heels are crazy.
Anon, I've been doing this before this blog went up. I won't put up a male picture because I don't want anybody to recognize me, but if you saw one, you'd be able to tell. The girls who gave me as a present shaved my legs and arms, but I'm not real hairy. They were going to do my chest and didn't have to.
Anon, I know you mean it as a compliment, but please don't call me ladylike
Anon, I will not allow my brows to be plucked.
Friday, October 1, 2010
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
I'm really feeling stupid. My name isn't Xiu and I'm not even a girl. I'm a TA at a college and several of my students here tricked me and trapped me into dressing like a girl. They intend to use these pictures to keep me in line and obedient to an old student of mine. As I type this, I am wearing panties and my toes are painted. I just finished posing for yet more pictures in several dresses. I don't really know what else to say except that this isn't my idea.