Wednesday, August 3, 2011
I see that my previous update caused quite a stir. I did do it simply to avoid a punishment and honestly that's the same reason I'm doing this one. Somebody asked me about Becky, she isn't doing formal girl classes for me anymore, but I think she has shown me something.
I see women as my inferiors. It's what has gotten me in trouble time and again. That's what makes my status so much tougher for me to take than some of the other girls. Not only have I been reduced to the status of an inferior, but it was inferiors who were able to put me there. I need to face facts and exist that women are my equal because it will not only keep me out of trouble with the mistresses, but it'll probably keep me out of trouble with future relationships and employers.
I don't know how I can fundamentally change my feelings towards 1/2 the human race at once, but I will be working on it.
Somebody asked me about primping. It actually takes me the longest to get ready. Makeup is a bit more difficult with Asian features, but I make up the time in not having to remove my body hair as often. I keep hearing that my pouting just makes me look sexier. I'm starting to believe it.