What to Do Now?

Last night was a difficult night of the kind that only the girls can inflict on me.   Aaron is being very rapidly feminized and it really is strange for me.  I didn't want this to happen to him as he only got involved to help me, but on the other hand, I've had to kiss him and act like he's my boyfriend so it's a lot easier to do those things with him looking like a girl.  He's a bit tall for a girl, but I really had know idea he'd look that feminine.  He's always been kind of scruffy so I never saw the real feminine features.

We watched a chick flick together where we had to kiss whenever the characters did--not easy, but worse was ending the day handcuffed together with the job of kissing the long lasting lipstick off of each other and having to make pillow talk because we were being listened to on a baby monitor.  When I complained to Sheila today about how difficult the night was, I got my next assignment--if I wanted to make it easier to kiss Aaron, I should buy him lingerie and a scent that would make it easier to lose myself in the illusion.  Great, now I'm looking to buy a little something sexy for my friend.  I haven't even done this for an actual woman ever.

Surrendering

From the blogs, you should know that I've been pretty rebellious since I got back from Christmas break.  I tried to bring a friend of mine into this at it backfired on me in a big way.  He's now my boyfriend and he is about the best boyfriend a sissy like me could ever have.

At all times, Aaron and I have to act in love.  Not doing so results in pretty swift punishment.   We've had to make out a lot, but it hasn't been very sexual so much as a lot of kissing, holding hands, and romance in general.   Last night, he stayed the night and by use of a baby monitor, they were able to ensure that we were engaging in pillow talk even if it went no further.   The girls have even taken to asking Aaron how I should look to be more attractive for him.  Dating me has cost him considerably too as we always go to the most romantic places.  We love each other very much.

This morning, I got up and took a bubble bath.  While I was shaving my legs, I started thinking about what I've gotten so far by resisting.   It does me no good.  I just wind up in deeper and deeper.  Mistress Colleen asked me the other day if it would be easier for me if Aaron was feminized like me too and we could be lesbians, but I couldn't do that to him.  I know Jill was given quite a bit of freedom after she stopped resisting.  That may be the best course of action for me.  I don't see a lot of other choices. 

To Aaron on Valentines Day

It's Been A Month

I apologize for taking so long to post.  Needless to say, I had some issues.  Following Christmas, I came back in no mood to resume this situation.  For now anyway, I'm agreeing to continue.  I've begun dressing again and serving as maid in my own apartment.   I understand the girls are mad about what I did as a TA and I understand that what I did probably was wrong.  Anyway, things have calmed down a bit.  I'm still shaved smooth and wearing what I'm told.  I've even gotten pretty good at doing my own makeup. I'm not thrilled, but I'll deal for now.

Christmas Break

Tomorrow afternoon, there will be an exchange of gifts and then I am going to go home for Christmas break.  I go without any supervision, but I go with a tough set of orders.  I need to return here with a dress to wear out on New Years and I've been told if it isn't satisfactory I will not like what is picked out for me.  I am also expected to take photos periodically when I'm home to show that I'm still practicing dressing up.  I am definitely looking forward to the holidays, but this does put a new wrinkle in things.

I think some of you have the wrong idea on Kristy.  She's definitely kept a watchful eye on me, but the orders come from Sheila.  Kristy just makes sure I follow them out in exchange, I have no say in what's on the television and do all the household chores.  I actually need Kristy though because she's the one who can cover for me if friends drop by or something since we live together.  I have a feeling I will be getting a ton of dresses and shoes and other pretty things tomorrow.

Yesterday's Shopping

Yesterday was payback for me not blogging.  We went out supposedly to Christmas shop and I knew that it'd be a bit embarrassing to be out dressed, but I wasn't wearing anything too outrageous.  I was allowed to go shopping in jeans.   As always we went to a mall fairly far from school to avoid bumping into people we knew.   What I didn't remember, was the mall we went to had a bridal shop.   The girls spent an hour making me model bridal wear.    They've put every sissy into bridal wear this way, but nobody else has had to do it at the mall. 

I'm not adjusting too well to this I won't lie.  Being a girl is not something I ever wished for and I've been taken so far so fast.   I'm wearing at least some feminine items 24/7, but this is just a lot to deal with.  My job hangs in the balance and yes, I guess I did take advantage of girls when I shouldn't have.   Seeing things from their point of view might even be good for me, but it's still very difficult.

Update

If you were wondering either what my Homecoming Dress or Mistress Kristy looked like, look no further.  I didn't go to the Homecoming dance as a girl, I went as a guy on Amber's arm.  However, there was a fancy Homecoming Dinner for the Asian Students Association and Mistress Kristy arranged for me to go.

We've all been so busy.  Halloween is a huge holiday for sissies I have been told and I know you've seen my costumes.  They were worn to parties and there was a lot of shopping and preparing as well.   That was followed by all this shopping and preparing for Homecoming.   I thought I was getting out easy until Mistress Kristy brought up the idea to Mistress Sheila.

You can also see my new breast forms.  I am a B Cup.   It's taking some getting used to.  When I first started wearing them, I'd look at myself in a mirror for a long time in disbelief.   Thanks to everybody who voted for me in the Halloween contest.    I'll be posting more now that that's behind me.  Unfortunately, we're into midterms so more may be relative.