From the blogs, you should know that I've been pretty rebellious since I got back from Christmas break. I tried to bring a friend of mine into this at it backfired on me in a big way. He's now my boyfriend and he is about the best boyfriend a sissy like me could ever have.
At all times, Aaron and I have to act in love. Not doing so results in pretty swift punishment. We've had to make out a lot, but it hasn't been very sexual so much as a lot of kissing, holding hands, and romance in general. Last night, he stayed the night and by use of a baby monitor, they were able to ensure that we were engaging in pillow talk even if it went no further. The girls have even taken to asking Aaron how I should look to be more attractive for him. Dating me has cost him considerably too as we always go to the most romantic places. We love each other very much.
This morning, I got up and took a bubble bath. While I was shaving my legs, I started thinking about what I've gotten so far by resisting. It does me no good. I just wind up in deeper and deeper. Mistress Colleen asked me the other day if it would be easier for me if Aaron was feminized like me too and we could be lesbians, but I couldn't do that to him. I know Jill was given quite a bit of freedom after she stopped resisting. That may be the best course of action for me. I don't see a lot of other choices.
